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I am currently a sophomore at OSU - a microbiology major. I am currently struggling with reverting back to my anorexia mindset that I had in high school. I looking for support from other girls fighting this daily struggle with food. It basically consumes my life and I can't motivate myself to even study because I'm thinking about calories or my weight. I am only 5'1, but I have always played lots of sports so I am very muscular. My highest weight(that I know of) was 140.8 lbs. I am currently 131.4 lbs (I have lost almost 10 lbs in 3 weeks) and my ultimate is 120 lbs. I really hope that once I reach 120 lbs, i will be happy and quit this obsession. I don't know if this will happen because it really is consuming me. Anyway, I of course love exercising - both running and doing elliptical. I hate doing sit-ups and I like to watch tv.